Give All

After I left the seminary, I faced different reactions from everybody, even my close friends and family. Some were happy, some were sad, some were laughing, some were encouraging... even myself, I passed through times asking: was I right going? Was I right leaving? 
Two days ago, I asked myself what if I didn't go? How would I be now? How my life would be?
Before leaving, I was working, I had a girlfriend and I was writing some meditations.
If I stayed these two years and continued my life, now I would be searching for a job cause almost all my old colleagues are searching for a new job now, I would be single or in a relationship, and I would continue writing some smalll meditations.
And suddenly I stopped and realized, this is how I'm now after leaving... No I'm even better.
Yes I'm searching for a job but I have an amazing girlfriend, my personality evolved, concepts of family and friends changed, I wrote more than 20 philosophical articles, a book and many deep meditations, I'm serving more and more, I gained leadership and public speaking skills, I'm helping many of my friends in their spiritual life, I worked on many movies and videos...
I recall when God asked Abraham to leave his house, his family, his job... And how He multiplied them back...
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